Monday, January 7, 2008

Am I Imagining Things?

I could swear that I feel this little peanut fluttering around at times...........but it's way too soon, isn't it???? The first time I felt Kiki move was at about 16 weeks, and today I'm 7 weeks........must be my imagination!!
Geeze, I have a hard time to sleep lately. It seems that at exactly 3:30am I'm wide awake and I'm just laying there listening to J-P and Kiki's breathing. I wiggle the bed to see if J-P will wake up, but he just snores louder!! The frigger!!!!
I'm also anxious about going back to work. The thought of someone else spending 8 hours a day with my baby Kiki just puts a huge knot in my stomach.....I'm having a hard time with this folks!!!
His god-mother is coming here to my house to babysit him, but still, it bothers me!!! I want to be here to see his very first step, I want to be the main one to teach him potty training and to ween him off of his bottle!!! It's not fair!!!! Why is life so expensive.......women should get a supplement from the government to stay home with their children until they go to school..............
I'm also very territorial about my son.....I'm so close to just pee a circle around him it's not funny.

3 comments:

Kiki's Mama said...

Maybe this pregnancy will be twins and then I can stay home.....too expensive with 3 for day care, might as well stay home!!!

Haylie said...

LOL it is hard to leave them, but soon enough you'll be home for another year with 2 kikis!

Kiki's Mama said...

I guess I don't want anyone getting odd ideas that they are totally taking over when I'm at work. I'm Mama and no one else!!!!