33 weeks tomorrow!

I can not believe how fast the time is flying!! With Zachary the time seemed to inch along and with the Peanut.......I don't even notice.

I find it bittersweet to be honest with you all. This is probably my last pregnancy ever and I'm a little sad.....I'll never have this gorgeous belly again....never feel a baby move and snuggle inside....... Everyday all I want to do is go out, anywhere at all, so that as many people can see me with my beautiful pregnant belly. I want smolder it in time!!!

And then, I can't wait to see this precious little face. Can't wait to hold Peanut and kiss it and hug it and introduce it to it's Big Brother Zachary!

Lately I'm so emotional that I get tears just looking at my son or from getting a super great hug from J-P. One moment I'm in love with everyone and the next I want to be alone with my little family....and have no one interrupt our little serene world on St. Louis Street.

Time is running out fast though!! I still have to wash up all the baby items like the bassinet, the swing.......but that'll take one afternoon. Hang it all up outside and then it's done!!!

I'm having a really hard time sleeping!! I feel my skin stretch across my belly and I can't help but NOT want stretch marks so I get up and rub my Palmer's Cocoa Butter all over it! Then my back blocks up when I try to turn over or even get up to go pee.........Peeing!!! I pee all the freakin' time!!! And my boobs hurt.....well, more like my nipples.......They've started to produce collestrum and I find that when Zachary snuggles up it feels like I'm letting milk down! I'm hoping that means that I won't have as much of a hard time breastfeeding Peanut as Zachary.

J-P is starting to be more attentive....I think he notices that my body hurts and he feels bad. There really is nothing he can do about it except do what he's doing. Giving Zachary his nightly baths, serving me when I'm sitting for the night, wash the floors for me when he has time!!!